Aftermath

So there is no way to quickly get over a loss of a loved one.
  I personally believe one never gets over it.  You just get through it any way you can.  It is different for everyone.  The emotions seem to come like waves for me.  I look at pictures and tear up or just have another good cry.  Inside I'm screaming that it just isn't right!  The world isn't right anymore.  It feels all messed up without Joe!  Joe had so many friends that will miss him too.  It really doesn't feel real.  I still cannot come to terms with this permanent separation here on earth.  Ouch!  It is sadness.